i may not be sweet, but im not bland

kakatapos lang ng grad nmin. yipee! im so happy. now what's next? waaa. ndi ko lam. dami pa gagawin. still have a board exam to pass. ohh. im so sleepy.

hmm.. after five million years of hibernation naisipan ko din na mgupdate ng livejournal ko.. yey! wala.. im just so happy with what is happening in my life right now.. no complains.. hmm.. lets talk about the suitor.. hay, baliw pa din c ian.. imagine yung pic nmin ang primary photo nya sa friensdster.. waaa.. ay ewan, wala din nman ako mgagawa eh.. hmm.. family life? masaya din.. wala si papa sa house, dahil nka assign xa sa camp cherva sa nueva ecija.. but its still good.. sanay na.. hmm.. mejo okey ndin ung sakit nya.. hmm.. school life? :) waaaah.. boring.. review nlng kme ngyon then wala nman mxado ngyayari.. ngenrol na pla kme sa review center.. honestly kinakabahan tlga ako sa boeard exam.. basta.. kakatakot.. friends? :) i culdnt be happier.. saya saya.. :)

btw.. i saw tim yeaterday, review kme at school eh mgkasabay lhat ng 4th year.. hmm.. tpos yun.. ngkasabay kme nung preho kme mgcCR.. wala.. civil just like before.. i asked him about nung inuman nila nung friday.. :) tpos yun tapos na.. hehehe.. nakakatwa lng..my nakwento pla friends nmin na ngtanong daw xa kung kmusta na ako ay kung happy ba ako.. eehh.. wala eh.. okey nman ako and happy happy happy.. its just so nice what im feeling right now.. it wudnt really matter if we can get the chance to talk or not.. wala.. okey na ang ganito.. hmm... nu na nga kaya balita sknya? :) hmm.. di kmo ndin kz xa mdalas naiisip dhil busy sa school and all.. basta..

nu pa ba? :) yun sad pdin daw xa about dun sa ngyari ky tita.. eh di ko nman xa macomfort because of wala lng tlga ako chance.. :) eheheh!!

dapat pla ksama ako dun sa inuman.. eh nging boy's night out nlng.. hehehe.. kakatawa ng dhil pmunta daw cla sa beer house.. :) nahaha!

bgla ko tuloy naisip kung na................... SECRET.. :)

.Ang buhay ay parang bato. It's hard

2.Better late than pregnant

3.Behind the clouds are other clouds

4.It's better to cheat than to repeat

5.Do unto others.. then run!!!

6.Kapag puno na ang salop, kumuha na ng iba pang salop

7.Magbiro ka na sa lasing, magbiro ka na sa bagong gising, wag lang sa lasing na bagong gising..

8.When all else fails, follow instructions

9.Ang hindi marunong magmahal ng sariling wika, lumaki sa ibang bansa

10.To err is human, to errs is humans

11.Ang taong nagigipit, sa bumbay kumakapit

12.Pag may usok, may nagyoyosi

13.Ang taong naglalakad ng matulin, may utang

14.No guts, no glory. No ID, no entry

15.Birds of the same feather that prays together, stays together

16.Pag may sinuksok at walang madukot, may nandukot

17.Walang matigas na tinapay sa gutom na tao

18.Ang taong di marunong lumingon sa kanyang pinanggalingan.. ay may stiff neck.

19.Birds of the same feather, makes a good feather duster

20.Kapag may tiyaga, may nilaga. Kapag may taga, may tahi

21.Huli man daw at magaling, undertime pa rin

22.Ang naglalakad ng matulin, late na sa klase

23.Matalino man ang matsing, matsing pa rin

24.Better late than later

25.Aanhin ang palasyo kung ang nakatira ay kuwago, mabuti pa ang bahay kubo, sa paligid puno ng linga

26.Kapag maikli ang kumot, tumangkad ka na!

27.No man is an island because time is gold

28.Hindi lahat ng kumikinang ay ginto. Muta lang yan

29.Kapag ang puno mabunga, mataba ang lupa

30.When it rains, it floods

31.Pagkahaba haba man ng prusisyon.. mauubusan din ng kandila

32.Ang buhay ay parang gulong--minsan nasa ibabaw, minsan nasa vulcanizing shop

33.Batu-bato sa langit, ang tamaan... sapul

34.Try and try until you succeed.. or else try another

35.Ako ang nagsaing, iba ang kumain.. diet ako eh.

36.Huwag magbilang ng manok kung ang alaga mo ay itik.

37.Kapag maiksi na ang kumot, bumili ka na ng bago.

38.If you can't beat them, shoot them.

39.An apple a day is too expensive

40. An apple a day makes seven apples a week. Really expensive..


met up with tim the other day.. i gave him the stuff tita gave as her pasalubong to us.. hmm.. just realize thet he is the same old guy.. my nadagdag lng- a cigarette in his hand.. but it was all cool.. just happy with the idea of being 'okey' with him again.. :)

LOVE is probably the strongest and most addictive drug there is in the market. Problem is… it's HARD to FIND.

Maybe we are DOOMED from the beginning because we want the happy-ever-after right away and we therefore BLOW all our CHANCES of a TRUE relationship by being too clingy/selosa/illogical etc…


Maybe we want romance ALL THE TIME and even the slightest SILENCE makes us panic and over-react. Perhaps we expect TOO MUCH from the other person, maybe we want too much to change that they simply CAN'T. Or maybe we feel there are things they could improve or change but in REALITY we just can't accept them with all their little quirks, but refuse to admit it because that would mean admitting that maybe you guys just don't FIT.

FALLING OUT OF LOVE can happen in a split second, as when you WITNESS your significant other doing things you never would've imagined he could do.

Plenty of times though, falling out of love is a PROCESS. First, the IDEA enters your head for SOME REASON, and from there, certain conversations, incidents and actions slowly fan the flames until there is a full blown bonfire and EVERYTHING he does just adds to it and makes it bigger. Sometimes something happens and you change your mind, that is, until another piece of debris is thrown in and a gust of wind sweeps by to rekindle the flames, and not in a good way. Sometimes you WANT to talk about it, other times you DON'T care to and prefer to SLOWLY resolve all conflict between you and yourself until finally the anger SUBSIDES and acceptance EMERGES. Once you accept a situation, it no longer bothers you and that's when you realize "Hey, I weathered the storm, I'm not in-love anymore." And even better, you realize, you aren't BROKEN, you're totally FINE!

And you meet SOMEONE else. And the cycle continues.

That is, until you meet someone who can BREAK the cycle and make you want to keep TRYING until... Well, FOREVER.

Someone who will love you, even the ugly parts, who will ride with your little QUIRKS that make you feel like a FREAK, who will make you Oooh and Aaah because he can teach you things you didn't know, who won't be THREATENED by your intelligence and will stimulate it and basically will want to KEEP TRYING with you forever too.

Don't know what brought this sudden rush of love thoughts…

I know I can get cynical, but I still believe in everlasting, crazy for each other love. I know I said in a post before that I didn't, but I do. And to those who find themselves in that situation… You are damn lucky!!!

im soo happy.. :)

life is beautiful...
and every single day is our chance to enjoy it and make the most out of every moment.
so once in a while, look up and watch as clouds move across the sky. let the sun shine on you and enfold you in its warm embrace. let the breeze gently caress your cheek. listen to the pitter patter of the rain.
life is too beautiful to spend being pissed.
so to hell with everyone who's making your life miserable. do not give them the satisfaction of seeing you wallow in your despair. it just proves to show that they do not have a life of their own and no inner spring of happiness from which positivity and optimism freely flow from.
smile.. :)
i'm at a point where i'm willing to try anything. it's such a wonderful feeling to know that i've already gotten over some of my inhibitions and apprehensions.

well, in the first place, my insecurities are the ones that prompted me to try this new thing.

anyway, i'm excited. as 2006 draws to a close, i've had a lot of new things going on for me. this is going to be great.

i love my walks. i love having the sun hug me in its warm embrace with the breeze gently caressing my cheek.

i enjoy these morning walks that i spend by myself. there are times when i enjoy being alone. i look forward to moments when i could be alone, when i could talk to myself and feel what i really would want to feel without fear of being laughed at or ridiculed.

my morning walks soothe me. it calms my nerves, strengthens my self-worth, allows me to cherish my own person.

it gives me time to think, to assess myself, my goals, my dreams, and my decisions.

i'm looking forward to spending sometime with myself again tomorrow. i keep myself great company.

bloopers ng guy na balak na manligaw sken..

i was turned on by her attitude of being prabkly
---> prankly pala ako ha? hay.. you can see this statement at his blog

what does it means?
---> a bad case of wrongs grammars.. :)

i think we are close but not too close. i want to know you more internally
---> hay, balak yata nya ako idissect eh.. kakatawa noh?

your right, off course
---> naku! of course.. of course.. waaah..

more to come..
so what do you think? bigyan ko xa ng chance? :)

Your Personality Is

Rational (NT) You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas. You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people. In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought. Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

You Are a Skin Deep Sweetheart

You may be supermodel gorgeous or a plain Jane. It really doesn't matter, because you're confident and secure. You don't go out looking like a slob, but you are low maintenance. You have better things to worry about than whether your nails are the right shade!

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 60% Good and 40% Bad Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past. But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

You Are 24% Obsessive

You tend to have a few obsessive thoughts, but you generally have them under control. Sometimes your worries keep you up at night, though they usually don't interfere with your life.

You Don't Need a Man ... or Want One!

Generally, you're very happy being a single woman. And anyone who has a problem with that... well, that's there problem. Not that you wouldn't share your life with the almost perfect guy. You simply won't settle though. Your life is too good to share with some substandard man!

You Are 59% Independent

Overall, you're a pretty independent woman. You don't follow trends just to fit in. You've got your own cool thing going on, though you sometimes still care too much about what other's think.

You are Almost Ready to Date Again

You're over him... well, mostly. Truth be told, you still think of your ex on occasion. Enough to effect any new relationship you may start. Give yourself time and space - you are 90% there. And don't swear off men, just make sure to play the field.

woah! burn baby burn :)

Your Reputation Is: Maneater

You're the kind of girl all the chicks hate... And guys are both scared of you yet strangely drawn in.

sobra nman ito. kung ano2x nlng ang sinasagot ko. :)

You Are 55% Bitchy

Generally, you're an average woman, with average moods. But sometimes... well, watch out! Sometimes, you let your mean side get the better of you. And you enjoy every minute of it.

Men See You As Playful

Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!

You're a Confident Chica

You're a total superstar - and you know it Even if no one else does (in which case you'll remind them) You hate to admit that you're wrong... even to yourself Your life is great - and you've thankful for every great thing you have

waaah, natapos din. sa wakas. :)

Your Vibe Is Somewhat Sexy

On a good day, you're the sexiest woman in the world But on a bad day, you can't help but feel a little average Try to remember the times you've felt the sexiest... And keep that attitude even on the worst of days

hehehe! walang magawa. :P

remember when i told you na takot ako sa mga baliw? waaah. nagduduty kme ngyon sa mental hospital. hehe. i guess i really have to face my fears. :)

ang duty nmin ay sa nzal halfway home. its a house na may mga baliw then people take care of them. its much more different than the hospital setting. :) basta. i never imagined that it would be this fun. :) the patients are great, they all have schozo. hehe. hehe. ang saya!!

knina ngactivity kme. meron clang tshirt painting cherva. hehe. ang saya. :) nagpaint cla ng mga different things. dami bloopers n ngyari. ang cute nilang lahat. :)

hehehe:)

kwento ko snyo next time ang mga characters ng story. sobrang saya!!

presenting my newly found best buds:

vic:
magaling xa mgdrawing. nagdraw xa ng puno na may bundok at araw. cute din ang boses nya!! mahilig xa mgbaby talk!! :) pero meron xang tunay na boses. hehehe!! astig. hehehe! cute nya. nakakatuwa dahil muka xang normal. akla ko pa nman soft spoken xa, yun pla may kawirduhan lng ang cherva. ngseserve ako ng juice, tpos di nya ako pinapaalis. inom xa ng inom. as in sobrang inom ng inom. ehehe. our ci told us that it is because of the meds. sumayaw din xa ng makalumang kanta.

malou:
ang most behaved. :) mahilig xa kumuha ng pagkain ng ibang tao. most orally fixated sa knlang lahat. meron xang sariling mundo at tumatawa magisa. hehe. lakad xa ng lakad at may dala parating baso. tapos tumatawa xa magisa. hehe;

hanson:
parati ko xang tnatawag na harold. eh hanson pla ang name nya. xa ang pnka behaved. hehe. bait at pacute. nagpaint xa ng orang na coconut tree. the reason why is it orange? sabi nya dail yun nlng daw ang natira na kulay. hehehe. mganda yung drawing nya. kumakanta din daw xa ng chinese. :)

mika:
the most active. parating sumasayaw at very coopearative, nagdrawing xa ng red na flower sa tshirt nnya. ang explanation nya. "bulakalak para sa pagmamahal" hehehe. tapos sweet xa mgslita. xa ang pnka bata sa knlang lahat.

jojO:
sobrang tahimik at di ngsasalita. as in literally ndi ngsasalita. english lng daw naiintindihan nya. walang emosyon ang kanyang mukha. :)

tiago:
nagdrawing ng rose at sabi nya ibebenta daw nya yung tshirt nmin. sabi din nya galing daw s states yung tshirt nmin. hehe. may nkalagay kasi na USA sa tatak. ehehehe. galing divisoria lng yun. fifty pesos.

weng:
ang panalo sa tshirt painting cherva nmin. sbi nla may identity crisis daw xa. hehehe. in short badingerzee. hehehe. ndi ko nman nahalata. parati din xa parang badtrip. hehe. pero game na game nman.



hehehe.. next time ko na kwekwento yung iba!!

Eyes, tell me he's not the one you're looking for.
Brain, tell me he's not the one you're thinking of.
Heart, tell me he's not the one you're beating for,
Marian, tell yourself he's not the one you're falling for.

magkasakit ako after a drinking spree at arvin's house. well, di nman ako mxado nagtagal dun dahil umalis din me ng early? how early? before 10am!! :) pano ako nakauwi? hmm. hinatid ako ni ron with ivan, ehyzz, kai. buti nga may car c ron eh. yey!!

after nun. nakapagduty ako ng maayos ng monday. hinihika nga ako. kaya uminom ako ng ventolin. side effect? dry mouth ang nasal passages. i feel relieved somehow, or maybe im just experiencing mthe psychological effects of drinking a medicine.
tuesday. im sneezing the whole day. everything just stinks and the smoke fumes from the cars is making me dizzy. mahirap talaga ng may alam sa medical field. feeling ko may allergic rhinitis ako. hehe. kaya uminom nman ako ng benadryl. yahoo. ganda ng effect pare. inantok ako at ang sarap ng tulog.
wednesday ng madaling araw,nilalagnat ako. oh no! huwaaat went wrong. tpos yun. di na ako nkapasok. then pmunta kme sa hospital :) the doctor said i have upper respiratory infectuon. in short meron akong ubo. :) pnapainom nya ako ng antibiotic. oh no!
antibiotics! i hate them. side effects? GI distress. in short nausea, vomiting, abdominal pain cherva, diarhea.
waaah. i had all of those. masakit tlga sa tiyan!! :) kaya, tinigil ko na yung gamot. hehehe. ayoko na eh. good thing ndi nman na ako nilalagnat. :)

hehehe..

Four jobs I've had
01. tambay sa bahay - becoz i cant cook ang cant was my own clothes. but i can still wash the dishes and fold the newly dried up clothes. :)
02. full time student - wala lng gagawin kundi magaral.
03. pampasikip sa mundo - tagaubos ng mga natitirang oxygen at mga natural tesources ng mundo
04. taga sira ng buhay :)- sel explanatory

Four movies I can watch over and over
01. a walk to remember - ganda kz ng story
02. madagascar - ang cute ng kanta! i like to move it move it.
03. -wala na. sobrang nahihirapan na ako magisip. ndi ako mahilig mnood ng movies eh. im so sorry
04. -wala na talaga. promise.

Four TV shows I love to watch
01. mtv - i watch this in the morning while getting ready for school
02. myx - i watch this in the afternoon pag di makatulog.
03. wala na. di ako mahilig manood ng tv
04. wag nyo na ako pilitin dahil wala na talaga.

Four places I've been to on vacation
01. Baguio
02. Batangas
03. Nueva Ecija
04. Laguna

Four favorite dishes edible stuff
01. chocolate
02. ice cream
03. burgers
04. pizza

Four places I'd rather be in
01. a mansion at new manila :)
02. baguio
03. my lola's house at the province
04. any beach

Four people i'd tag
01. none :)
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haaay.. i miss writing at livejournal..

dami ko gusto ikwento..

dami ko gusto ishare na happy moments.. :)